Saturday, September 5, 2026

For the season when Christ’s words are difficult to receive.

At this, many of his disciples went back, and walked no more with him. Jesus said therefore to the twelve, “You don’t also want to go away, do you?” Simon Peter answered him, “Lord, to whom would we go? You have the words of eternal life. We have come to believe and know that you are the Christ, the Son of the living God.”
John 6:66–69

There is a particular strain in staying with Jesus when his teaching unsettles your understanding: not simple unbelief, but resistance, fatigue, and the fear that obedience may cost more than you can bear. You may want to remain near him while also wishing he would make the difficult words easier. That divided desire does not need to be disguised before him.

The scene is stark. Some disciples turn back and walk no more with Jesus. Their departure gives shape to the temptation: leave the difficult voice behind and recover a faith that asks less. Then Jesus turns to the twelve with a question that does not coerce them. Peter does not claim that every saying has become clear. He asks where else they would go, and confesses that Jesus has the words of eternal life. Staying with Jesus can begin as a bare refusal to pretend there is somewhere better to go.

Jesus says the hard question aloud, and Peter answers from dependence rather than mastery. Jesus is not merely the source of demanding instruction; he is the Christ, the Son of the living God. The grace beneath this staying is not your superior understanding. It is Christ himself, who gives his life at the cross for people whose faith is partial, strained, and still learning to hear.

Staying with Jesus can begin as a bare refusal to pretend there is somewhere better to go.
Prayer

Lord Jesus, I release my demand to understand everything before I remain. Keep me near you through the cross, and teach me to trust your words when they are hard. Amen.