Saturday, August 22, 2026

The season of the empty water skin.

Abraham rose up early in the morning, and took bread and a container of water, and gave it to Hagar, putting it on her shoulder; and gave her the child, and sent her away. She departed, and wandered in the wilderness of Beersheba. The water in the container was spent, and she put the child under one of the shrubs. She went and sat down opposite him, a good way off, about a bow shot away. For she said, “Don’t let me see the death of the child.” She sat opposite him, and lifted up her voice, and wept. God heard the voice of the boy. The angel of God called to Hagar out of the sky, and said to her, “What troubles you, Hagar? Don’t be afraid. For God has heard the voice of the boy where he is. Get up, lift up the boy, and hold him with your hand. For I will make him a great nation.” God opened her eyes, and she saw a well of water. She went, filled the container with water, and gave the boy a drink.
Genesis 21:14–19

The water is gone. The container is dry, and so is your hope. You have done everything you knew to do, and it has ended here, in the heat, with the child you love slipping away.

Hagar put Ishmael under a shrub. The shade is thin, the leaves brittle. She walked a bowshot away - the length of an arrow's flight, which is the exact distance of a mother's helplessness. She cannot bear to watch, but she cannot bear to leave. So she sits and weeps, and the sound of her crying mixes with the boy's weaker cry. The sand is hot. The water skin is empty. The sky is a brass lid.

The text says God heard the voice of the boy. The mother's despair was loud, but what the text records is the boy's actual cry, where he was. The angel calls to Hagar: 'What troubles you? Do not be afraid.' The Father calls you the same. He does not scold your panic or tell you to be strong. He tells you to lift the boy up and hold him - to touch the very thing you were trying to distance yourself from. Then God opened her eyes, and she saw a well. The water was there all along, but she could not see it through her tears. Jesus, on the cross, also cried out in abandonment, so your cry is not foreign to him. And the Spirit is the one who opens your eyes to see the well that is already in this dry place.

The water was there all along, but she could not see it through her tears.
Prayer

Lord, open my eyes. I am sitting at a bowshot's distance from my own life. Lift my hands to hold what you have given me, and let me see the water you have already placed in this wilderness. Amen.